Tonight i miss him more...

I try not to complain about k being gone because I know this is how our life will be for the next few years. I try to hold myself together while listening to other girls express how lonely they feel with their husband gone for the weekend. I go to work, and come home. Day after day it's the same thing. I do everything alone, and without him. I have a countdown on my phone set for his first homecoming date. I love seeing double digits. I wait all day for it to be 8:30 pm. That is the time he gets off of work, and on most days, that is the time we Skype for a few wonderful minutes. It is what gets me through these days, weeks, months, and soon to be years. Tonight I'm missing him more than usual. I'd love to feel his big strong arms huggin me. I'm counting down the days for when I'm not flying solo, everywhere. Soon enough. Xoxo

50 (57) things and reasons why I love you

To my best friend, Thank you for liking me, then falling in love, and continuing to love me. From the other side of the world, I promise that I am always thinking of you. I wish you were here, but the world needed another superhero. Come home to me, Your girl 1. You're my soulmate. 2. You make me laugh. Love to laugh. Laugh a lot. Laugh easily. 3. You have worlds cutest smile. 4. I love your dimple. 5. You're brave. 6. You are damn sexy in uniform. 7. You love your family. 8. And you love mine. 9. You can sing/name any oldies tune. 10. You are silly. 11. You are smart. 12. You can tell me anything about any war, and weapon. 13. You are gentle. 14. You love animals. 15. You are the definition of the following: hunk, stud, man, hero, marine, gentleman, and badass. 16. You're a ladies man. 17. I love that you love babies and I love that they love you more. 18. When firing a weapon, you have perfect form. (please refer to 15) 19. You're a romantic. 20. Cutest booty award belongs to you. 21. You can quote any comedy movie. 22. You let me take a million pictures. 23. You did my makeup for YouTube. 24. Your kisses. 25. You drove two hours to my house from 29 palms EVERY weekend for 6 months. 26. You always remind me you love me. 27. You smell good. 28. You're slightly addicted to cologne. 29. You dance with me in public, with people around. 30. Youre supportive. 31. Our adventures. 32. Dana point harbor, and sitting there every Sunday night. 33. You refer to me as your sweet girl, or my personal favorite.....your future wife. 34. You go out of your way for people you love. 35. You're protective. 36. I love your family. 37. Win dog. 38. I love that you sat and watched black Friday shoppers herd like cows, with me. 39. I love that you video taped it. 40. I love that our hands fit perfectly. 41. You still give me butterflies. 42. You're laid back. Always calm. 43. You are my ray of sunshine, and are always happy. 44. You never complain. 45. You love the gym. (and you're the best personal trainer!) 46. You let me be myself, and love me anyways. 47. Rosetta stone. Enough said. 48. Cuddling with you. My favorite. 49. You work hard, and take care of me. 50. Half a world away when my world seems to be falling apart, you piece it back together. 51. You complete me. 52. You can read my mind and I can read yours. 53. I know exactly what you'd order at Quiznos, togos, sharkys, and Chevys. 54. You dress cute. 55. I love when you play with my hair. 56. I love that you love me. 57. I love that I could list a million reasons why I love you... <3