I know it's been a while but...

A lot has been happening. I haven't had time to write a blog, and my mind has been all over the place.
I feel like I can't focus on anything.

Let me give you a quick update...I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense. I'm tryin here!

For the last year Kyle has debated applying for a position with a private contracting company. We know he's danced around the idea of re-enlisting, and we know he's kicked himself in the butt for not taking the opportunities that were handed to him while he was still in the Marines....WELL, he's been invited (and has accepted) a position with a very reputable company. The kicker is, he leaves next week to begin his training. His paperwork is processing, and they're submitting his paperwork for his Secret Clearance...so as long as that goes well and things continue as they have been, I'll be moving back home. (cheers!)

I'm not going to give details on dates, or where he'll be...but just know it's soon and far.

 (Out of the Country far.)

I know I know, just when we thought I was in the clear...siiigh

He's really excited, and I'm happy for him. Please pray everything goes well.
Please pray that I'll find the strength to get through this. I think I'm coming to accept this, and am hoping I'll find a way to adjust to that lifestyle again. 9 months out of the year he will be out of the country, and it continues that way until he chooses to separate from the company. (it's a never ending deployment haha!)
I know I'll miss him, but I love him too much to not let him take this great opportunity.
We will have our time, but for now I'll let him have his.

Before he leaves, his dad is going to take pictures of us. I've convinced him to take SOME in his uniform. He agreed as long as I didn't post any online, and only used them for our home. WELL I won't put them on Facebook, but I'll share some on here. He'll be in his cammies since NONE of his other uniforms fit him. Such a scrawny little guy he is ;)

We're planning on taking them on my Birthday (which is on Thursday.)


Bitter sweet feelings this week. Everything will be okay.

xoxo
Alyssa